#I RUSHED TO FINISH THIS SO SORRH IF IT SEEMS RUSHED
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— prologue: all the times y/n’s fallen in love
synopsis: a backstory to you and isseis relationship </3 a true story :’) (but not the ages those r j for the plot wishsh)
warnings: young you (like rly young), awkward second hand embarrassment moments
hint: read the extras at the end!! (for closure)
wc: 1.5k+
once again it was a summer and you were spending the evening at your moms friends house. you loved her, but it would be nice to have evenings at your own house. or have sleepovers with your own friends.
but alas here you were again. you would be 9 later this month, the other kid remotely close to your age being matsukawa issei. he was already 9, but you would catch up soon.
the clock almost striking 12, marking midnight, was the perfect time for mistakes to be made. mattsun as you called him was already half asleep. awake enough to make choices, but sleepy enough to not remember what would happen the next morning; a recipe for disaster.
as you hear each others names being called, you call him back for a couple seconds. “hey, mattsun do you remember what happened earlier at the party?” you ask.
“uhh what happened?” he replied, the sleep getting to his head.
“when you rolled the dice 7 times and majority came out as we would get married,” you tell him, trying to jog his memory while looking at the floor embarrassedly. you were talking about a standard dice with the words ‘yes, no, maybe, spin again’ written all over and you would roll it asking it questions.
“oh that,” he says now remembering. blushing he gets to his feet and sticks his hand out to pull y/n up to their feet from where they sat criss cross applesauce in the empty, but illuminated, basement. “i heard you have to kiss at a wedding.”
“oh right, ive been to one. they kissed,” you confirm, still not letting go of his hand even though you had already gotten to your feet. “shouldnt we practice kissing since were getting married?” feeling the heat rush to your face as you uttered those words.
“we should shouldnt we,” he says, trailing off. pulling his arm with the hand holding yours in towards his body, he grabs you and tells you, “ok im going to kiss you now.”
“ok.”
as your lips meet for the first time, your arms relaxing and your arms falling limply at your sides while still holding hands, your parents interrupt the moment.
“ISSEI, Y/N, ITS TIME TO GO HOME,” your parents yell as you two spring apart looking at the floor as you have 6 feet of space in between you two now.
heading up the stairs groggily mattsun passes out as soon as he got to the top of the stairs.
as you smile at him, rolling your eyes at his sleeping face, your heart and your head come to an agreement. this was the first time you fell in love.
now it was fall, and you two were both 11 attending y/s/n together. it had been a couple years since that day where you had your first kiss, but considering how sleepy mattsun was he definitely didn’t remember.
today, you got new neighbors. apparently they already lived in the area but they wanted a bigger house and jumped at the opportunity of a house near yours.
you had no idea what or who this mystery family was, but it was either the kageyama family, the matsukawa family, the tanaka family, or the kunimi family. those 4 were the only ones your parents were close with.
“y/n baby its time to go greet the new neighbors!!” you hear your mom squeal in excitement. “youll love them for sure, wink wink.”
“momm,” you groan, embarrassed that your mom just said ‘wink wink’ out loud.
“oh cmon miss angsty not a teen yet teen,” your mom says as she pulls your arm, lightly dragging you out the door. as you walk to their house you cant help but wonder who it could be.
the tanakas and the kunimis were outruled. the kunimis always hosted the evening summer parties; they were too attached to their current house. the tanakas lived in a different part of miyagi and dont go to y/s/n. kageyama goes to kitagawa first which leaves one person; matsukawa issei.
finally arriving at their house you realize it is them, recognizing their car in the driveway. taking a deep breath you put on a smile and stand next to your mother, shocked when mattsun opens the door.
“eh, y/n? is that you?” mattsun asks, smiling at the sight of you. “hi l/n-san,” he adds smiling at your mom as well, even bowing a bit.
“oh issei, no need for the honorifics. were so glad you guys live here now!” your mom exclaims as mattsun opens the door wider to show his mom chopping veggies in the kitchen.
“y/m/n!! oh wow look at us being neighbors!” mattsuns mom exclaims rushibg to greet and catch up with your mom.
as it is just you and mattsun now, he steps outside giving the two moms privacy and you two privacy.
“so, my mom said i have to walk you to school now,” he starts. “is that alright with you?”
“oh yeah of course!! id actually really appreciate it thank you and your mom for me!” you exclaim, glad your feelings of a crush on him long gone since last year. and of course having a sort of bodyguard would help make you feel more safe so, no harm no foul.
that school year and every middle school year since then on, he did without fail, walk you to and from school every day. through rain, wind, mud, and all of natures disasters. there was always conversation even if you two werent in the same class, there was never a dull moment.
thats why, those school years were the second time you fell in love with matsukawa issei.
oh and you never really did fall out of love with matsukawa. that is, until you fell in love with semi eita.
he was great, he sent you flowers and videos and played you songs and had a pet cat. but he just never made you feel like matsukawa ever did.
so maybe you never fell in love with semi eita. well, at least not in the way you did with matsukawa. you pushed those thoughts to the back of your head though. mattsun and you went your separate ways in high school, your schools karasuno and aoba johssi being rivals and all.
now you were in college at y/u/n (your/university/name). as you stroll out of the bathroom from a shower, the new RA for your floor is strolling down the hall youre in.
you can tell from the lanyard and the keys, but its something about them that strikes you as someone familiar. as you get your phone out to text kiyoko and tanaka maybe, you realize what it is thats familiar. its the way he walks, laughs, his hands, the way he talks, all of it. its almost too familiar. and thats because it belonged to the very person you were thinking about since your split with semi: matsukawa issei.
as he approaches you, you analyze the situation. 1) youre in only a towel with your toiletries, phone, and extra towels. 2) it had been years, would he even remember you? 3) what if he just continues going down the hall if you do as well? it leads to a staircase afterall. 4) your dorm is in his direction. the direction hes coming from.
looking around wildly and thinking to yourself you dont realize mattsun being a foot away from you asking you, “y/n? is that really you?”
as you slowly turn around in shock you quickly try to make yourself look as covered as possible and answer shakily, “mattsun?”
“yeah it is me,” you hear in return with a sigh of relief that it wasnt someone who just looked like you. “im the new RA! its been how many years? oh well its been too many.”
as you stand in shock by the sheer amount of confidence hes acquired and his height and build, you cant help but wonder what it is youre feeling right now exactly. it felt like you were walking a tightrope in the clouds, only you trusted this feeling. you knee it was a risk but you trusted. in yourself, in the feeling, in the clouds, in everything at that time. it was odd, like a lurch in your stomach jolting you back to reality, your stomach clenching. but not in like a “im working out way,” no. in a different, so pleasant it was almost painful way.
“hey would you maybe like to catch up over coffee? when im not in such a… vulnerable position,” you inquire shocked at your own bravery.
“id actually really like that.”
that year was the best year of college youd ever had. you called it the year of M. the year of matsukawa (^3).
over that time you kissed 3 times, convinced it meant nothing each time, pined over each other (mutually but it was unknown), and became the closest friends you possibly couldve. both of your friends were sick of you talking about each other but then college came to an end. and then slowly so did that feeling.
it turns out that feeling was love.
pickles | m. issei
— now working at a sandwich shop, you think an old love that you cant stop thinking about is finally slipping your mind, until he walks right in your shops door. old flames resurfacing and new sparks forming, the million dollar question is will he give you his side pickles?
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mattsun loved y/n the first time and third time as well
the second time he was j being friendly 😭😭
hes always called them “y/n” never “l/n” even though shes never called him by his first name
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ahhh 25 and 12 or 6 with calum hood please!!
I AM SO SO SO SORRH RHAT THIS TOOK SO LONG I HAD A SUPER LONG HIATUS FOR PERSONAL REASONS AND I HOPE YOURE STILL INTERESTED AND NOT MAD AT MEEE 🥺LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING YOU ABSOLUTE ANGEL LOVIEEE
Help me - C. Hood
6: “Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”
12: “N-no, it’s alright, come here.”
25: “Please talk to me about it.”
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TW: DEPICTIONS OF DOMESTIC ABUSE/ ABUSE BY A PARENT. MENTIONS OF BLOOD AND WOUNDS, GRAPHIC DEPICTION OF FAMILIAL VIOLENCE, SELF-LOATHING THEMES AND PHYSICAL INJURY.
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Not much was known about Y/N. In the entire school, she was the enigma. She had her friends, she was average in her classes, but still, her personal life was kept out of the general knowledge of the student body. Even the teachers knew little about the girl.
Her parents would come to every interview, every ceremony. She would go on trips, she would join in on the fun. She even attended the two week camp they held last semester, and it was the happiest that anybody had seen her.
Calum often watched the girl. He could see how her smile would drop when nobody was looking, how she would constantly flinch whenever anybody would raise a hand or wave an arm around her. He observed her more often than not, as stalkerish as that made him sound.
He was friends with the girl. They shared English and Math and some of the same friends. He enjoyed speaking to her, he loved to see her smile - genuinely smile.
He couldn’t deny the growing feelings he had for her. She was intelligent and kind, her smile could knock the breath out of him, and had done so many times. He seemed to lose all train of thought around her and the feeling was addictive. He had no idea if she felt the same, but he felt his own emotions grow tenfold every time she placed her hand on his arm, or offered her assistance when he was unsure about something, or simply when she laughed at a horrible joke that slipped from his lips.
She was angelic and he couldn’t put his finger on why such a beautiful person could look so skittish at a sudden movement.
He had his suspicions but he knew better than to pry.
However, his mind couldn’t be set at ease when they were placed into a group together. Their due date for their English project was impending, and as his mother was working from home, he chose not to offer his residence for the pair to gather.
“So, your house?” He was waiting by her car at the end of the day, unnoticed by Y/N as she rushed to her vehicle in the same manner she always did. She hadn’t expected him to be there, so when his voice travelled to her ears she couldn’t help but flinch and shy away. He frowned softly at her, “you okay?”
She blinked, tilting her head to look at him. “Excuse me?” Her keys were clasped tightly in her hands and her gaze kept flicking between her door and Calum.
He chose not to focus on the tension she held in her body. “The project?” He reminded her. “It’s due in two weeks and if we keep showing up with nothing done, Stone will be on our asses until we graduate.” He snorted, the sound bringing a small smile to Y/N’s face.
“I, um, I don’t think my house is a good idea,” her voice was soft - fragile. “Wouldn’t it be easier to do it during study? I can’t be out too late.”
“All of my study’s are designated to soccer practice, sorry,” he pursed his lips, pushing off of her car. “I would offer my place but I think my mum would genuinely murder me. She’s working from home and my sister is in the process of taking over all available space in the house with her loser friends.”
Y/N seemed to think over it for a minute. She knew that it would be a bad idea to have Cal come over, but she had no choice. She sighed, nails working carefully to pick at the skin around her cuticles - a bad habit she had adopted.
“Alright,” she nodded. “Hop in, just, there are rules you need to follow, okay?”
“Yes ma’am,” he smirked, pulling the drivers side door open for her when the lock mechanism clicked open.
Her heart pounded in her chest the whole way home. The mere sight of the two story residence made her feel queasy on a regular day, but the upbeat boy sitting beside her made the thought of being at home much worse. She put the car in park, turning to Calum.
Her eyes rarely met his, he noticed.
“Um, you can’t be here after 5. My parents get home around then and they don’t really like visitors.” She pulled her keys from the ignition, clamping her eyes shut for a brief moment. Sure, Calum was her friend - he was a great guy, and Y/N genuinely enjoyed his presence - but she couldn’t shake the feeling that having him at her house would end horribly. “No shoes inside, we need to stay in the dining room and please, if you use the bathroom, put the toilet seat down.”
She didn’t invite people over for a reason, but she dropped the desire to have friends over when her home began to break more. Y/N could barely remember a time when she fell asleep to anything but the sound of expletives, breaking glass or pure aggression.
Instead of questioning the barrage of instruction as she would expect, Calum simply fixed her with a warm smile, “Your wish is my command.”
She had long wished for her parents to go their separate ways strictly to save her from the fear that enveloped her the minute she stepped foot inside, however, she knew it fruitful because she couldn’t go anywhere but with one of them, and even when apart, they were harmful.
Calum followed her rigid form into the house, kicking his shoes off and placing them on the designated racking as instructed. The house was in pristine condition. It was as if there were no life in the environment unless a human was present - it felt cold.
The house was so different from his own. His mother had made sure to hang photos of both him and his sister, pictures from family outings, vacations. His father bought his mother flowers regularly and they always sat on the kitchen counter. His sister even had her own little belongings in the family areas as did he. Y/N’s house had nothing. There was not even a picture of her with her parents. The house was near void of any sort of familial comfort that it made him feel uncomfortable.
He followed her into the dining room, waiting for instruction. The atmosphere put him incredibly on edge and he could feel that there were many rules to be followed to perfection in the house.
Y/N pulled her bag open, placing her books on the table before stashing the bag into a designated nook in the entry way. The table caught his eye. Only two chairs. Both her parents lived with her, but there were only two chairs.
She returned, taking a seat at the small round table. Her eyes darted nervously to a clock mounted on the wall before softening and focusing on Calum’s standing form.
“Take a seat?” She offered. “We have just over an hour and a half until my parents get home.”
He nodded, slumping down in the seat and retrieving his own items for their project.
The time flew by quickly, it seemed. Calum’s presence was warm and he shone like a beacon in the barren home. She could barely take her eyes off of him for fear that he too would burn out like all who have entered before him.
If she could, she would have captured the moment in its entirety, preserving it for the lypophrenic moments that visit her almost nightly.
She was in the process of laughing at a joke that slipped from Calum’s lips when her eyes absentmindedly crossed over to the wall clock.
It was 3 minutes past 5.
Calum needed to leave. Fast.
She was on her feet, face paleing and her hands working to slam the books in front of her closed. She needed Calum gone and she needed to be in her room before either of them got home.
Calum raised an eyebrow at her, following her movements with caution. “What’s wrong, Y/N?”
“You need to go,” she was breathless despite the meager activity. It wasn’t the actions that made her breath escape, it was fear. She knew what would happen if either of her parents arrived home. She knew what would happen if they saw she was in the dining room, or if she had company. Nevermind if that company was a male.
“Oh, sorry,” he smiled softly, helping her clean. “The time sorta slipped away from us. It’s only a few past 5, I’m sure your parents will understand-“
He was cut off as she shoved his books against his chest, “they can’t know that you were ever here.” She felt horrible for rushing him out; almost as horrible as she felt for her lack of hospitality, but she needed him to go. She couldn’t bear the consequences.
She handed him his shoes, opening the front door and pushing him out. His expression was full of confusion and for an instance she thought she saw hurt flash in his whiskey coloured eyes but her state of anxiety was growing and she couldn’t bring herself to react.
“Sorry about going overtime. I’ll see you-“ the door slammed in his face, footsteps hurrying away from the wooden barrier almost exactly after, “- tomorrow?” He finished dejectedly, slipping his shoes on and starting down the path to his house.
He lived in close proximity to Y/N, but the walk did little to quell the hurt in his chest.
Y/N rushed around as soon as the door was closed. She needed to clean everything up in the dining room before one of them got home, but her efforts were fruitless.
A few minutes after she rudely shoved Calum away, she heard an engine die in the front yard. The door opened carefully and closed very soon after. The sound of heels on the floorboards alerted her to the fact that her mother was home. She was in perfect view, still trying to clean away any evidence that she inhabited the dining room.
“What the hell have you done to my house?” Her mother hissed, the sound of keys being thrown onto the hall table bouncing off of the walls, setting the hairs on the back of Y/N’s neck on edge.
Y/N felt her shoulders flinch, acting on their own accord. “I’m sorry, mum. I just felt like studying down here today-“
Her mother was next to her within seconds, cold eyes scanning over every item in the room. “This is a pig sty!” She growled, despite the only objects out of the ordinary being y/N’s textbook, a single pen and a bottle of water. “I go to work, busting my ass to pay for things you need and this is the thanks I get?”
The laughter that fell from the older woman gave Y/N goosebumps. Both of her parents were vindictive and nasty, but her mother was the worse of the two. Quick with her hands, nastier with her words. She has once thrown a plate at Y/N because she dared to ask to add salt to her dinner.
Her father, on the other hand, was a drunk who would prefer to scream insults at his daughter and wife for anything. Despite this, y/n had less fear of the patriarch.
Y/N stayed quiet, too frightened to say anything or to even move to finish cleaning. Her mother didn’t like that and wound her hand in Y/N’s hair, gazing down at her with malice as she yanked her head back violently.
“You ungrateful little brat!” She growled. “You were the worst thing to happen to me, yet I still feed you, and clothe you and keep you here while you sick the life from me like the parasite you are, and this is how you repay me?”
Tears welled in Y/N’s eyes as she struggled against her mother’s hand, “Mum, mum please,” she pleaded. “You’re hurting me.”
“You hurt me every day that you’re still here, it’s the least I can do to repay the favour.”
Y/N grabbed her mother’s hand, attempting to pry it away from her hair, but in the process, her nail scratched her mother’s hand.
Y/N didn’t realise until she was knocked to the ground after a force connected with her cheek. Her head connected with the floor boards, blood quickly spilling from her brow and her lip and cheek throbbing.
“Don’t you ever touch me again, you little bitch!” Her mother screamed in her face, cradling her barely wounded hand like she would a baby.
Y/N struggled on the floor, slowly trying to climb to her feet despite the ache spreading through the left side of her face. She shuffled back, hoping to get closer to the hall so she could get up to her room. Her mother had other plans.
The sound of the cupboard door opening was evident and Y/N barely pushed her disheveled hair from her eyes to see a glass hurtling towards her, connecting with the wall next to her.
The sound was near ear-piercing, a few glasses catching her arms and shredding the skin in various places. Crash after crash - she finally ran out of glasses, starting to move to the next cupboard.
Y/N took the opportunity to get to her feet and run. Her feet carried her to the door, and she was thankful that she always kept we car keys on her person for fear of moments like this.
Her mother called out expletives behind her, but she didn’t bother to turn, instead allowing her body to act on its own volition, climbing into her car and pulling out of the drive as fast as she could.
Her vision was blurring, tears staining the clarity of her sight. Her hands were shaking so ferociously that she could feel the muscles in her shoulders twitching. Her mind was anywhere but the road, but it felt like she moved between destinations so fast, barely paying mind to the road in front of her until she pulled up at a park in the next suburb.
Her fingers worked on the screen of her phone, acting of their own volition until a voice was sounding through the speaker into Y/N’s ear.
“Y/N?” The voice asked, confused, anxious even.
“I’m at the park, on Macquarie Street. I need help.”
To anybody outside, Y/N would have been a terrifying sight. Blood pouring down her face, starting at her brow, a bruise forming quickly on her left cheek, a slight swell misshaping her lip and cuts all over her arm with their own trails of blood.
For Calum, his heart near stopped when he saw her sat on a park bench with her knees pulled to her chest. The sight was a beat more than terrifying. There were no more tears in her eyes, but her cheeks were wet with recent drops. She was staring out into the green landscape as if she no longer inhabited her body. The sun was starting to set behind her.
It took all of his willpower not to rush towards her, simply so he didn’t spook her. She was as rigid as a scared animal, any sudden sounds causing her to flinch.
“Y/N?” He tried softly, stepping cautiously. Her bleary eyes shifted towards him slowly, looking down at his feet before settling into his eyes. Her face shifted into a small smile as she locked onto the warm brown. “What happened?”
With his words, the semblance of a smile dropped. She frowned deeply, a dimple forming softly on her chin before a sob ripped through her chest. Her breathing heaved her body, rocking aggressively as she poured the emotion onto her knees once again. He walked to her faster, resting a hand on her knee and the other on her head.
“Y/N?” She shook his hands off, flinching away from his touch. “Y/N, baby? What happened? Please talk to me about it.”
She gasped, knees unfurling from her near iron grip. She knew the feeling well, it being her third panic attack since she left her home - not her home - the place she used to live. She couldn’t go back there.
Calum knew the signs. He had helped Michael through many attacks before and he acted beyond thought as he sunk to his knees before her, kneeling between her opened legs. His fingers moved to the side of her face gently, as to not cause her any more fear.
The tears had halted again, but she could barely catch her breath. He pulled her head down into his chest, thankful that with his added height against the small park bench, it was not so much of an awkward angle for the frightened girl.
It took all of 2 minutes for her breathing to balance. It was a trick he learned long ago - sometimes physical contact could help Michael with his attacks, and it had proven to be helpful to Y/N.
The silence that followed was pregnant as she rested her head against him. Her fingers had clasped so tightly in his hoodie that he could barely move until she loosened her grip. Slowly, she began to peel her body away from him.
“I- I’m sorry. There’s blood everywhere. I’ll let you go,” she sniffed, her voice airy as she tried to relax her muscles.
“N-no, Y/N,” he stood slowly, choosing to sit next to her instead of on the ground in front of her. “It’s alright, come here. Only if you want to.” He held his arm out, allowing her to make her decision. Slowly, and cautiously, she moved towards him, seeking the comfort of his soft hoodie and his warmth. She let out a shaky breath as she settled in to him. He shushed her softly, moving his arm to loop around her back slowly. “It’s alright, you’re safe, darling. I won’t let you go.”
She mumbled a soft “thank you,” wrapping her arms around his waist delicately. Her forehead nestled into his collarbone, allowing the lower portion of her face to be angled so she could resume her breath maintenance.
“Who did this to you, daring?” His voice was soft, his eyes anywhere but the girl below him. The mere sight of her eliciting a burning rage within his chest. Y/N was so pure, so happy. So kind. The thought that anybody would dare to hurt her - to him, it was blasphemy. “What happened after I left?”
“It was my mum,” her words were incredibly faint, yet Calum’s attentive ears heard every syllable. He tightened his arm around her slightly. “It’s not the first time, and it won’t be the last.”
He moved his hands to her shoulders, pulling her off of his chest so that he could survey her face. His fingers were calloused from the strings of his bass, but he made sure to keep his touch featherlight as he ran his finger along her wounded cheek.
It was no, that he finally realized the small scars decorating her eyebrow, her jawline, and even her neck.
“She hurts you?” The thought was unbearable, how could a mother hurt their child in such a way. Y/N was in bad shape, and to know that it was somebody who should love and protect her that did so - he was shaking from fury. “What about your father? Does he-“
“Dads always too drunk to care. He spends his time sucking down beers and verbally abusing us rather than paying attention to the constant crap I get from my mum,” her scoff was full of malice. On the outside, Y/F/N had it all but in reality, her world was a steaming dumpster fire and she spent her time yearning for love. “My parents never wanted me and they have made it obvious. This,” she gestured to her face with a sliced up arm, wincing slightly at the shift of her flesh. “Is because I had stuff in the dining room. Mother prefers I keep my life confined to my bedroom where she can pretend I don’t exist.”
Guilt washed over Calum’s face, “I’m so sorry, Y/N. I shouldn’t have pushed to go to your house.”
“It’s fine, Cal. There was bound to be an issue tonight anyways, it’s just our routine,” she sent him a small smile, eyes full of apology and sadness. “Thank you, for coming to my rescue.”
He let his thumb run across her cheekbone, relishing in the feeling of her skin underneath his palm. “Whenever you call, I’ll be there for you Y/N.” There was nothing in his actions to suggest anything but sincerity, specifically in the way his eyes lingered on hers for a second longer than normal. “You can’t go back there, darling.”
Her head hung slightly. She had nowhere to go but there. Of all of her friends, not one of them would take her in and her closest family was out of state. She had no options.
“That’s the only place I have,” she smiled at him, a miserable smile, but a reassuring one. “I’ll be okay.”
“Come to my house,” he offered, eyebrows raising slightly, a pleading pout on his lips.
“Cal, I can’t impose-“
“You’re never imposing, Y/N.” His brows furrowed. “I’ll always keep you safe, I promise.”
A sigh left her chest, her breathing smoothing and functioning correctly on its own accord, before she nodded. Fighting against Calum was a losing battle, but she wasn’t entirely against the idea. There was something drawing her in to him. Something that she couldn’t identify. Whether it be the damsel-in-distress complex that she had adopted that night, or the butterflies that erupted in her belly when he held her close, she wanted to go with him. She wanted to be safe in his arms.
So she nodded, smiling small up at him, her fingers reaching up to hold his own that were still resting on her scarred face.
He pressed a kiss to her forehead, a delicate gesture full of comfort and with an inkling of the love that she so desired. “I’ll always protect you, darling.”
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